If you really knew me.....

Since i'm a sucker for reality shows, and I have recently watched "if you really knew me"  I decided to do a blog about it. but nothing too deep. but just some fun things people don't know about me. So Here it goes.. If you really knew me you'd know that I love watching movies and Desperate Housewives with the roommates every morning. you'd also know that when we see a dumb reality show that we have to say "let's vow not to watch that" so that we don't get sucked into something we can't stop watching. also that my powerade addiction is worse than anyone knows. you'd know that my whole life i never found anyone that ever supported me or were my "cheerleaders" besides Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ until I met Brother and Sister Dahlin. 6 people I try to emulate everyday and hope to be like someday...besides from being me, are Jesus Christ, Grandma Valene, Sister Hall, Sister Dahlin  Aunt Karen and My Dad. If you really really knew me you'd know that I adore my Dad. and fear for the day he dies because I don't know what i'd do without him. If you really knew me I don't get jealous of people getting married because I want to live my life first and get all my fun out now. And that the only thing I get jealous of is hearing when people go through the temple for the first time because I want that more than anything right now. If you really knew me you'd know that I get really excited about the little things. Sometimes overly excited. you'd know that I love surprising people. writing love notes. Serving people and talking to the elderly. if you really knew me I hate knowing about surprises. but loves being surprised. I love knowing people thought about me. If you really really knew me you'd know that I secretly love (and I hate admiting it) Linkin Park, Jonas Brothers Miley Cyrus and Hannah Montana. If you really knew me you'd know that I don't care what I do with people as long as we're together...that is all that matters to me and it wasn't a waste of my time. If you really knew me I hate people born in a cave. and that you'd really actually not know I didn't like you because I hate not liking someone. and do my best to find reasons to like you. If you really knew me you'd know i'm actually really interested in Family History. if you really knew me that when I was a teachers aid I secretly loved being called Miss Ross. If you really really really knew me you'd know that my nieces and nephews are what keep me alive. If you really knew me you'd know that kind  of testimony I have. And that I actually am grateful for my trials because they make me who I am. If you really knew me you'd know my weakness is not chocolate. it's German gummy bears. and eating my roommates baked goods. If you really knew me you'd know i've only had 3 teachers in my life that have made an impact in my life. Mrs. Donkersgood My 9th grade math teacher. she actually made sure that I understood it. Ms. Burns that actually took the time to make sure I was doing what I was supposed to. and that I was happy. and Sharilyn. My Dental Assisting Teacher that came to  teach our class half way through the class. and took over and even though she over extrapolates she wants to make sure you are knowing what is going on and will do anything to make sure you do your best to succeed. If you really knew me you'd know that no matter what subject. just the thought of homework gives me anxiety. If you really knew me you'd know that I love to gossip. if you really knew me you'd know that I love the shows Law and Order SVU Criminal minds NCIS CSI Miami 16 and pregnant teen mom internvention Hannah Montana Degrassi and the Hills. you'd also know that my favorite words are fella, gal, cripes, extrapolate and beer. if you really knew me you'd know that I someone how got out of high school without doing the Dirty, being a drug addict or an alcoholic because of the friends I had. and that I owe Hailey Roper, Sarah Taylor, Savannah Fordham and Dayna Black for helping me get to where I am today. you'd also know that Sarah s the only person that can tell me the way it is and I never get offend and  if she tells me I need to change something I do whatever it takes to change it. somehow she knows how to say it the way I need to hear it. If you really knew me you'd know that I look up to and are very close to my Young womens Leaders Becky Dunn, Kelly Hall, Kim Pence Cricket Veeker Sister Degrey  Sister Taylor and Sister Remy. If you really knew me you'd know that I treat my friends with to upmost respect because that is the way that i'd like to be treated. you'd also know that I love Heart to Hearts more than anything. And hugs mean more to me than words. If you really knew me you'd know when I talk to you I have to touch you in some way because I feel you are actually listening to me and that we connect better not because I am in love with you. If you really knew me I like to put a smile on everybody's face. and that I love Tramp talks and otter pop talks. not anything dirty. it's actually on a tramp and we're actually eating otterpops. if you really knew me that Tramp talks are one of my favorite past times. if you really knew me as weird as it may be because of my profession is that I really don't enjoy brushing my own teeth because I gag. ( I still do sickos) If you really knew me you'd know that my tonsils were so big before they were removed I referred to them as my ball sac. sick I know. but that is what they looked like. also that I snored worse than a man and had sleep apnea. but now I don't. If you really knew me you'd know between the ages for 12-14 I had chronic hives. and stll have phantom itches. if you really knew me you'd know I'd like dirty jokes. especially when you can say that's what she said. If you really knew me you'd know that I love to celebrate my birthday for a whole week. and really wish it could be a year.  if you really knew me you'd know that I love Savannah and Kyle. together they make the perfect friend. if you really knew me you'd know that I want to be apart of Dentists without borders and do dental assisting work in other countries first of all because I found what I want to do with life and that I love traveling. if you really knew me you'd know I suck at math but know everyones birthday and license plate numbers. if you really knew me you'd know if you cry, I cry. if you really knew me you'd know that I get sympathy pains. and when people talk about like breaking their arms or having kids I get weak and feel your pain. if you really knew me you'd  know that I have a swearing problem. If you really knew me that nothing ever embarrases me except when people give me a compliment. So I just say "I know" instead of thank you. if you really knew me you'd know that I hate fake appologies. If you really knew me you'd know that I was the only girl on my 2nd grade basketball team. and loved it. and that I  stopped playing in 8th grade and really regret it. if you really knew me you'd know I love vacations and days off. and that I play Guitar hero to much. and that I love boating. and just doing really about anything. besides looking at snakes mice rats or things like that. also that I think it's funny to see someone trip no matter what age they are. and if you really knew me ... the things I didn't like about my roommate celeste are somethings that I actually have grown to love about her. and that before Lindsay Kindlespire moved in with me she was just someone I've known forever. but while living with her I grew to appreciate her more and am sad she isn't living here anymore. and I adore her more than I ever thought I would. she means the world to me. if you really knew me you'd know that I love Amanda Bynes and Zooey Deschanel Zac Efron and Channing Tatum. and that once the person born in a cave left  I learned to love Lisa Kelsey and Celeste  more. If you really knew me you'd know that Angus thongs and perfect snogging is seriously the best movie ever. along with Baby Mama. she's the Man and mean girls. if you really really really really knew me you'd know that this year has been one of the hardest of my life. but at the same time most rewarding at the same time.

 and also I still love playing games even if I lose at them. and I just like to pretend to be competitive to make it so much funner.




if you really knew me I really made a blog so I can say cheesy Blogging lines.